Saturday, November 28, 2009 11/28/2009 10:52:00 PM
Work was really tedious today =(
probably because i did not have enough rest last night.
I could barely stay awake at work .
watched the pianist played at the lobby today and we
chatted up a lit.
witnessing his fingers moving up and down the keys
reminded me of myself when i play the piano.
Unfortunately i don't even have ample time and patient to sit in front
of my piano for more than 30 mins now.
Yea it's a waste.
Isn't it amazing how 10 fingers could control 88 keys
to produce enchanting melodies?
I'm looking for the will and patience in me to play again.
To search for peace within the music i'm playing.
And i will... i hope i will.
I'm off on monday and tuesday ;)
sigh i need a good rest seriously.
Morning shift
Thursday, November 26, 2009 11/26/2009 05:25:00 AM
Back to morning shift.
My body clock needs time to adapt ....
Arghhh loathe that feeling, totally...I wanna go back to bed like NOW NOW NOW....
But i'm heading out to work =x
Am i lost or incomplete ?
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 11/24/2009 10:45:00 PM
I'm sipping on my coffee and struting to Coldplay's music. These days, these little little things even sipping on a cup of coffee became an enjoyment during off days. Met up with Stan today and we had a good few hours chat ;) catching up with good old friends became one of the aims i wanna fulfill during off days. Happened to see Sam too ;) Something felt amissed lately, i can't find the words to explain exactly how i feel but i could feel it. Very often i told myself, be open, be positive, love and be loved back. But i'm reacting otherwise lately. Perhaps the time of the month is approaching. My mind is in a swirl...guide me back to where i belong.
Have been receiving pleasant remarks, but why m i still unable to gain the confidence i rightfully deserve? I comprehended that it's all in the mind.
when i send motivational msges these days to ppl, it crossed my mind that why m i able to encourage ppl, help them regain the will to carry on, when i can't even motivate myself ? This is insane.
Anyway Thank you Stan, for your time .
A cup of coffee shared with a friend is happiness tasted and time well spent.
looking forward to work
Saturday, November 21, 2009 11/21/2009 11:57:00 AM
Believe it or not, im looking forward to work.
Received a star ytd during briefing for my service by the chef concierge situat =)
^^ All thanks to an old couple from iran, they were impressed by rupssy's
service and i nearly cried when i sent them off to the airport.
so im sinking in slowly and comfortably into this department
as days goes by =)
I'm grateful and thankful that im in concierge, even thou the shift timing
sucks big time and turns me into a walking zombie at times.
However the smile from my guests often drove all the exhaustions away ;)
and that keeps me going.
Received stanley's msg ytd and i almost cried.
yea you might think it's drama, but im still going on.
All i wanna say is Thank you Stan.
I really appreciate how you made me feel.
always standing by me, comforting me and made me feel important.
I felt at ease when i received your message and i know that everything
would be alright.
Yea working in an unfamiliar environment with new people can be scary.
sometimes i thought : i should have took the easy way out.
but since ive chosen this path, im going to finish it with pride and purpose ;)
& i've more or less adapted into this new environment.
I miss our coffee sessions ;) But im sure it can wait.
Thank you best mate. I appreciate it.
You May Think That The Other Party Deserves Me More
Because He Could Do 9 Out Of 10 Things In Life
But You Don't Know That The 1 Out Of 10 Things
You Could Do That Make Me Fall In Love With You (:
Nice quote ;)
I will not forsake, the colours that you bring.
11/21/2009 11:52:00 AM
stuck in a moment you can't get out of.I'm not afraid of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me that I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company
I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere, baby
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
I will not forsake, the colours that you bring
But the nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I still listen through your ears, and through your eyes I can see
And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough, and you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now... my oh my
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Oh love look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm till you discover how deep...
I wasn't jumping... for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all
You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now
You're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass
And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along the stony pass
It's just a moment
This time will pass
Into U2 lately ;)
stunning lyrics, stunning band.
Random facts
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 11/18/2009 10:30:00 AM
- This upcoming week is going to be tedious =x
- I'm doing 6 consecutive days of late night shifts.
- I'm craving for Thai food.
- I wanna watch movies !!!
- I yearn for meet ups.
- I'm missing so many people. my darlings, Tofus , my Cheeky buddy , sentosa peeps !!!Had dinner with Mom and Dad ytd. Finally after so long. we haven't really had a proper dinner together for quite some time because we're all busy and due to my work schedules, sometimes i don't even get to see them. Finally, we spent quality time together =) Had chilli crab !!! Yum yum.
i seriously need a break.
Chilly Monday
Monday, November 16, 2009 11/16/2009 11:24:00 PM
Monday night.
This monday night seems a little chilly.
And im excited about Xmas.
Even though i know i'll be working on that day.
But thinking about xmas lifts my spirit up.
Strolled home slowly today from the train station
everything felt so right, everything seem to be in place
That i wanna stop time and just lived in that moment.
something came into my mind :
whatever happens, life goes on.
& im trying to build up my confidence.
where have they gone to all these while?
Pedicure for rupssy tml ;)
& dinner with parents.
